4 am

blows! And that's really all I have to say...Cam is sick, so he decided to go to bed an hour early last night, then wake up at 4 this morning...oh goodie for me...I need my sleep to be a nice mommy (that is the reason I am not a huge fan of newborns by the way)...so he was up till 5:30 when i finally got him to fall asleep in bed with me, pressed to my body, so of course, the 45 minutes he did sleep, I couldn't...now, we are all up because Mason has school this morning..so, the baby may get a benadryl shooter when Mas gets picked up so we can nap while he is gone...and I am not even gonna feel bad about it!