What is with days like this? I woke up grumpy...I can feel it...everything is irritating me. The fact that its cold, that Cam is destroying my living room, that Cam will NOT STOP TALKING!, that Mason came home with a bad attitude from Grandmas this morning and the boys did nothing but tattle on each other all morning...there is more too...I just hate days like this. I am trying to get my coffee down in hopes it helps, but I just dont know if it will...hopefully God will help me keep my temper and irritation at bay today...
I am thinking it is a manifestation of other things...I am lonely...yes, James is often home and I LOVE spending those days with him, but I am hungry for mommy friends. I really need other stay at home moms that I can get together with during the long days alone with children. Even if we are just sitting at my house or theirs, at least there is an adult to talk to and help keep me sane in the midst of all the whining and playing and mess. I am praying that God will bring people into my life that I can actually count on and trust...I have always had a tough time making long lasting meaningful friendships...not sure why...but I am really needing some...
