Closing In

Well, it is the holiday season, and for me that means birthdays too :) We are swiftly closing in on Camden's first birthday, and I am actually finding that a little hard to deal with. I am not sure how a year has gone so quickly, yet seemed to drag at the same time...how does that work? Anyways, so we are doing Cam party in 10 days, wont be to many people, but I am ok with that, it will just be some family and close friends, which I pretty much consider family. Then of course we will do Christmas, which I have so not done ANY decorating for yet. Gary and Dodi will be here for that, but I will not see my parents, which is tough, but I understand.

...I am just missing people right now I think...Guy is working alot, so it is just me and the boys all day long and I have not got to visit Seattle in a while. I miss my family, with us being all over the place now, and I miss my friends. I have Stephanie, and thank God for that, I would probably go crazy without her, she is quickly becoming one of the best friends I have ever had :)...

then of course will be new years, and it will be 2009! Holy crap! that's insane :) And then Mason will be 4! How did I suddenly become a mother of a 4 year old? Wasn't he just a baby yesterday? And I am having a tough time with him right now...we finally got all the bed time stuff taken care of, and that is still going great, but he has a horrible attitude problem, and is CRAZY hyper. I am going to talk to his Dr about a bunch of stuff at his 4 year check, but I am going to start playing with his diet soon. I am going to get rid of fresh fruit first, cause it i loaded with sugar, yes I know it is natural, but still...then if that does not show a good improvement I am cutting out gluten. Which will be incredibly difficult, but I know some kids with gluten intolerances and they get crazy when they have it. If none of this works, I will start talking bout meds, because his craziness is starting to affect school and home life.

So that is my next adventure in life...along with starting school, fun fun...I am looking forward to school though, it will get me out of the house, get me interacting with other adults on an almost daily basis and let me do something for me for a while...Ok, well that was a big stinker of a post, but, I am feelin a little bit blah and alone right now, so here is where I can vent :) Love you all!